Holy crap, who is that?

Hey hey!

Yeah, it’s been like 2 months, I’m aware.  I’ve been SO unbelievably lazy.  I think I gained like all my weight back.  Which I’m ok with at the moment.  I did this to me, and I’m the one who didn’t go to the gym, I’m the one who decided that one more hot pocket wouldn’t be SO terrible.  Anyway, it’s all good because I’m going to start working out again soon.

So, here’s what’s been going on in my neck of the woods.

I met a guy, very sweet, very nice, very cute   He does, however, make me feel a little self-conscious about myself when I’m with him.  Not that he intends to, but it’s just that he has like, muscles.  I really don’t think he has much body fat on him at all.  And he doesn’t eat much.  So when we go out I’m eating like they’ve not fed me in weeks and he’s got a bird’s appetite!  (Fun side fact, that colloquialism is fallacious since birds eat like twice their weight)  Anyway.  So yeah, he’s kind of inadvertently making me want to go to the gym.

I’ve been sick.  No, not with Swine Flu.  I dunno what it is exactly but I’m all coughy and nauseous.  I went to the doctor, he gave me an inhaler, and get this, Adipex.  So, once I’m done with being sick I can start bouncing off the walls when I work out!

I feel like a failure almost by taking adipex.  I couldn’t do it on my own.  I was too lazy to do it on my own.  Perhaps I should just accept that fact and move on.

Italy is apparently DEFINITELY on.  My mother gave me my old passport from when I was 2, I was SOOO cute.  I’ll have to get a picture of it on here.  So, I need to get my new one soon.  The only thing stopping me from going is work.

OH!  And in 2 weeks I will be in Missouri for a friend’s wedding!  I’ve never met him before, we’ve been best friends for 3 years and he’s getting married and I’m totally going!  I’m really excited!

Um.  I’m inbetween books at the moment.  I’m currently reading:

1. The Wonder Spot by Melissa Bank
2. The Last Summer (of You and Me) by Ann Brashares (apparently she wrote Sisterhood of the traveling pants?)
3. Dispatches from the Edge by Anderson Cooper (I actually just finished it tonight)
4. The Bermudez Triangle by Maureen Johnson
5. A Long Way Down by Nick Hornby
6. Good Things by Mia King
7. Talk to the Hand by Lynn Truss

Yeah, that’s a lot of books.  And technically I’m only in between reading 1, 2, 4 and 6.  5 and 7 haven’t arrived yet.  And here’s the thing, I read 13 Little Blue Envelopes by Maureen Johnson and I wasn’t too happy with it.  I REALLY want to like her writing but I just couldn’t!  I’m HOPING that Bermudez Triangle will be better.  If not then I give up on her.

Anyway, I just wanted to update and let you guys know that I’m NOT abandoning this, I’m just…on hiatus.